Shut the fuck up
I’m done with dealing with this shit anymore
You’ve destroyed the very passion I adore
And I can’t go back to the way it was before
And what’s more
I wish I could say I’d miss you
But there’s an emptiness that stays when I’m with you
Understand that I can’t continue
To fight for a hopeless state of virtue
that hurts you
That hurts me to a point I can’t see
it’s freezing and my body wants to stop the feeling
the feeling of the colors I no longer hear
As I’m doing all I can to just disappear
Shut the fuck up
I’m done with dealing with this shit anymore
You’ve destroyed the very passion I adore
And I can’t go back to the way it was before
And what’s more
I wish everyday to go back
I’m too stressed out, where my common sense at?
I stop myself all the time cuz I know that
The only way is for the rest to know that
it’s too much
it’s too soon as I scream at the moon
and I scream my heart out when I can’t escape you
and run from these demons that steal my soul
that leave me with no spirit and no place to go
Shut the fuck up
I’m done with dealing with this shit anymore
You’ve destroyed the very passion I adore
And I can’t go back to the way it was before
And what’s more
credits
from Deeper Spaces,
released May 7, 2021
Tenor Saxophone performed by José Raúl Cruz
Drums performed by Gonzalo Frómeta